Soul in the Shadows
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 6:30 AM 」
Have not been blogging for very long..why?i give my reasons(excuses included)

1) nth much tat is available to write on. Most of my day is spent in camp. Cannot write. The rest of my time is spent in WoW. How to have things to talk about? I know it,why not change it??i had/have/am/will be saying tat if one knows smth without doing smth to it,then that knowledge is useless..but then,i dun need to change it. WHY?leads to next point---

2) Due to how i spend my time,i neglect my out-of-camp friend(which incidentally is ducklings only). moreover, they go poly,got different stuff to talk about,all tat i dun understand and may nv do. aka?i am outta group,period..want to get back in?suree...but is it good to force back in?after all,the path is deviated.it might actually be better if they remain close nitched among themselves..hence,ill juz leave it as it is..

3) looking at my blog links..mostly all privatise their blog..so,no link to click...got a few la..like rosel,juan2,bx,andrew and some others..but yeah,first 2 ppl not realli tat close friends..bx and andrew bmt,so little blog writing too..aka?no links tat are nicely clickable..

4) no 1 play wow already. no 1 to talk to,so,QQ off,im alone..lol

5) lastly,share my views and get slammed?like what happened in the past 19 years?nahh,i have better things to do..too lazy to trouble myself,unless its smth real worthy..yupyup

oh well,tats it for now..mayb next time..


Thursday, March 27, 2008
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 8:38 AM 」
Hmm..something 1 of the new ppl said hits me as rather true..sad truth eh..lolz

say,"why would any girl want a PES E person unless they have no other choice? As in,its human nature to seek for healthy guys right?"

Point taken,its true,and perhaps i know why im like that now..lol..


Tuesday, March 18, 2008
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 8:58 AM 」
Damn it..so many fucked up things happened this i HAVE to use the word fuck..

First of all, it sucks when i dun get to run my life..its always,i wake up,ding,she planned my whole day,wat to do,where to do,everything. feel like a lifeless bot that lives to be used to gain honor for her..bahh..if i dun start doing things myself,imma be backward in management skills, other than backward in social and relationship skills already..TSK..

Next, why the FUCK did i get such a STUPID bloodkin that ALWAYS wants me to be below him(not that he is very high in his standards) and to make mockeries out of me...NOT acting like a real bloodkin is bad enough, treating me like a noob so as to gain some self-esteem is worst, but the ultimate is SABOTAGING me when i do IMPT things..what a loser...ill LAUGH at him when he come begging me for copper coins next time..

Lastly, i feel the same increase in hormonal levels i had last time..the yearn..DAMN it..i try to kick myself outta it,but it still comes back...looking at my history,its all girls that care squat bout me when i like them...TSK..is liking ppl(love mayb too) be so TOUGH on me? ok,i am short,and girls typically wants guys that is taller than them by at least half a head..gives a more secure feel eh..or some guy who goes around looking cool,makes lotsa aquintances tat runs away in the slightest sight of trouble...HM..height is not smth i can control..so such things i have absolutely NO power to do anything...as for looking 'cool', i don't too...it just doesn't suit my style to look for unstable friendship as i been backstabbed and attacked MANY times..so,in other words...im SCREWED..

TSK..life's like this,go sleep


Tuesday, March 04, 2008
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 7:48 AM 」
worry sets in..A level results are out on friday,2.30pm..somehow i dont feel like taking the results..mainly cos i may need to retake,and i HATE retaking..its like,so many arrangements that the school made last time,and now i have to make the arrangements more independently..very messy..i dun tink my results will be good..and i dunno wat will happen after that..that worrying..is sickening...so what can i do now?nth..nth at all..except worry..sian..

went out with the class last saturday..1 of the outings that have turnouts more than normal..not too bad..but things dont really change..we really didnt do much..eat at central,eat at azabo sabo(i tink spelling is like that),den sit on the bridge at clark quey...talk awhile,den people starting going home(cos to catch the last train)..so..didnt talk much either..den cheryl,denise(cheryl's pri skool friend),shane and me go zouk..tmd,no phuture tickets,so stay down there get bored,smell cigrette and listen to music that i think is hard to dance to(70s music)>< yeah..rather eventless..

gtg sleep lo..tml still must wake up early..mayb ill see the terrorist guy..den im getting his signature and kick him to the nearest police station..who knows?:P


Tuesday, February 19, 2008
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 7:02 AM 」
lolz life now..interesting and boring..interesting cos im with interesting people,boring cos i have no major personal responsibility that can make me look forward to..hope everyone else is doing well..other than that,nth else i can say le..like spending whole day doing nth liddat..lolz..

like lost contact with everyone sia..play too much le..chop me and go out!!:P i wanna walk the road with my shorthair head held high!!


Tuesday, February 05, 2008
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 7:48 AM 」
been quite long since i blogged..lolz seriously nth that i can blog about though..now life is like that,gotto guard my words..i seriously needa workout..so flabby and skinny..although every1 says my shoulder broader..guess i cannot see..wa lao,alllways so suay..got ppl jio me out long last(sry doug) den need to do other things..CRAP..><

although i kinda dont have time now,i actually managed to do smth i been wanting to do soooo damn long...guess after i done it,the results still DO affect me,and will be for quite some time..but yeah,learn to let to go,yeah?so no worries,i know what to do.

lolz crappy sia..really nth to say..ahhh!!no lifer!!worst den when im chionging wow!!


Friday, January 25, 2008
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 8:05 AM 」
waaa y my blog so quiet 1?nv come online msn den no 1 see blog le ah..on msn also no 1 talk wif me 1>< lolz..where can liddat lose friends??PPL,DIG ME OUT PLEASE!!!!when im botak i look like a monkey sia-_-

i amaze new friends when they ask me if i got a gf,and i say no.they ask why,i say i nv ask,they ask why,i say im the shy type.LOL..this is hilarious...

all damn random...lolz cos i hv to "filter" alot..so...come talk to me for more funny stuff!!:P can even like msg me to come online..ill juz log off wow or smth and go msn..i mean it^^