Soul in the Shadows
Monday, April 24, 2006
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 5:34 AM 」

ahhh...damn smth is wrong today...wake up fine,take bus fine,but go skool suddenly damn tired...early morning like tat,survive whole day means information absorbed=1%....zZz morning tired,tired the whole day sia...even slept in front of teacher during chinese tutorial...den the bio CA,real hard la...all application question,question ask smth,i answer another>< tats the result of rushing for time...the bio CA,tink can pass,but still be like shit...

wonder wats wrong today...i juz gotta feeling,its kinda over alreadi...like,so negative feedbak..hmmm guess like i tot,im fated to be ba..hahaz den i better go work hard in bio...go bio research and find out new ways to counter viruses,i wouldn waste my life,life tat science has granted me...walked in the rain juz now,feel realli nice...mayb cos i haven done tat for so long?but it kinda refreshes me...hmmm hope tml gotta b better...

hmm got tis weird feeling though...feels like,the evil me is out?kinda not sure,but i feel i kinda mistreat ppl...ppl like vance...kinda pitiful,tio teased 24/7 like tat...ahhhh...mayb i shud lay bak like the past...observe...but then again,the others dun deserve the cynical me..geEz i dunno sia...><