Soul in the Shadows

.PROFILE

oFFiciaL Nick:Lee Xing Cai
Day i PoP ouT:12th July 1989

Some things i Do wHen iM bOred:
-DotA
-GoinG oUt WiF FrienDs

.LIKES

-HonesT,StraightforwarD pPl
-WhitE and SkybluE coLour
-IntEresTinGly dIffeRent wAys tO dO thInGs
-kinD,mAturE pPl
-peAce(by aNy sTanDarDs)
-tAt sPecIal sOmeOnE

.DISLIKES

-ArrogAnce,DiscRimiNatiOn
-BacKStabBers
-Ppl WhO tInkS tHe wOrld rEvolVeS aroUnD tHem
-BullieS
-Ppl hU hIt dEfeNsEleSs Gals
-EntErtainmeNt oN othErs' sufferings
-cuNninG pPl bEnd oN PuLLinG u dOwn
-hUmaNitieS(cAnT UndeRstaNd hUmaNs^^)

.MY PERSONAL RULES

-NeveR bE cAptivAteD bY AnyonE,liVe uR lifE uR waY jUz As u aRe
-giVe eVen uR liFe tO prOtect ur loVed onEs
-hIt nOt gAls unLess tHey dO nOt aCt liKe onE
-dO nOt wAt u dUn waN tO befAll U,bUt wAt u wAn tO
-kIndnEss iS a VirTue
-Who othEr dEn uR SPeciaL 1 dEseRVes tHe bEst?rEspeCt hEr eVeryThinG
-To RetUrn tO earTh waT sHe hV gIveN yOu bY hElpiNg tO sAve thE eNvirOnmEnt

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Thursday, April 06, 2006

ahhhh...today realli is a day of tots...so many things going on in my mind...

today is weird...i juz got the feeling to study bio...feel tat bio makes much sense to me,and realli can take in anything bout bio...weird eh...so i took in half the lecture notes on enzymes and the lecture on chromosomes...ahhh feels kinda rite after tat,but den,the weather took a turn for the worst...it was burning hot out there and being enzyme style(heat over optimum temperature,activity lower),i naturally get physically weak...but due to the iced teh tat i drank during break,my mind was overactive and i became a computer(well,almost anywayz^^),tats how all tis tots came bout...den,juz as we were bout to start running,i got hungry...den no strength run and do other things...well,can say is juz tinking bout her tat gives me the strength to carry on and perservere...even the skin scraped off by my shoe and bleed like hell feels like nothing...

1 thing is tat i find it weird tat melvin ho seems to play along with SAV,but i juz got a feeling tat he kinda dislike them...refusal to give them help during tutorial..and reading his eyes...got the mixture of despise and joker...mayb SAV play too much with him...and he dun like it...sometimes,his limit aint as high as we tink...hmmm...i cant tell SAV,as i got no concrete proof of it...juz a feel tat i see...

another is...well..her...hmmm 1 thing tat makes me realli love her is the fact tat she is soft spoken,understanding and realli listens to others...but there are some limitations...firstly,imma short,skinny guy tat dun hv a gd-to-look-at face...shes a pretty gal tat is taller den me by a few cms,and realli can get better guys den me...secondly,she is realli well respectable,where imma low down guy tat aint got gd family bakground...thirdly...well not realli a big problem,but is tat shes catholic...i dunno bout the rule they hv,but mayb muz convert or smth...i aint gonna convert,but i aint gonna 4get bout the pact i made with buddhism...i will do as she says as long as i dun nid to convert,but yeah,it shudn b a problem..ill juz step bak and listen to her...aiz...dun tink she even sees tis blog...even if she does,she may tink i like some1,but it realli is onli her...her and onli her...if she tinks i like some1 else,i hope she dun give up on me...cos when the time is ripe,i will propose...

argh...tis is a big load of crap...no 1 is gonna read it...hahaz but nvm...ill juz read myself^^