Soul in the Shadows
Thursday, April 13, 2006
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 6:43 AM 」
>< damn it i feel i owe an apology to the others...been veri moody today,is like a blardy wet blanket...i feel tat they do not deserve tis at all...geEz i guess i got it rite in my head alreadi...took the whole day,but managed to force myself...guess imma juz be the inner me...been acting strange the last few days...

guess i decided to let it go after all...so it goes,"the man without love is the most lonely of all"...if i can tahan being alone for 17 yrs,y not another say,60 yrs?to tell the truth,i juz wanna find some1 i can be totally devoted to,some1 tat is realli tat kind and will b loyal to me also...i had made it a responsibility to care well for my family,and i will continue to follow it...juz tat,if no 1 likes me,den wth can i do?im NOT a despo,if i cant find it,i discard it...guess i juz wait now...wait for some1 to take my hand..its been so tiring...gimme a break...><><