Soul in the Shadows
Friday, April 07, 2006
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 8:37 AM 」

gEez...i dunno whether to laugh or to cry...things dun look so bright on me now...

gotta feeling she would nv accept me...mayb realli cos of the idiocity i am now...but den again...i realli cant do anything better alreadi...i hv NV EVER tot bout other gals other den her..i swore total loyalty to her...but if she dun like me,i cant do anything...i train myself hard,trying to endure the mass PE so tat i will b able to protect her if the needs arises,but if she also dun like,i cant do nothing...i try to get close to her,to let her understand me better,but if she dun wan,i cant do nuts...argh troubling....

today go join interact club...den go AWWA school for the mentally disabled...wow for the first time,i get to see how difficult it is to train the mentally disabled...it realli is a test of patience and skills...hmmm got me tinking...integrate them...realli difficult...but at least the society is trying...wat more can we do?aRgh weak arguement...

damn im veri tired now...discussing wif audrey and andrew bout PW...laterz!!