Soul in the Shadows
Saturday, April 08, 2006
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 10:24 AM 」
its so late at nite....but i cant sleep...juz tis thing tat pains my mind....is tat the gal i like...seems to like some1 else...hmmm experience the pain tat i felt last time...is not smth i look forward to...yet i cant let her go as easily as throwing rubbish down the chute...tis feeling...DEFINATELY is love...love for wat she realli is...love for...her.

today is but another boring day...stayed up last nite for her,when she log off,i continue doing PW wif drew till 1am...den today wake up 1pm...hahaz...dota a lil and went out for dinner...went for guild war in RO...den go uncle house,chat and drank booze...though is baron,but is still quite diluted for me to get drunk..so when i reach home,decided to go online and do PW...but then,both audrey and andrew offline alreadi...so stayed up and tok wif others...

aRgH...somewhat emo here...but yeah,tats not impossible...ahhh hope i snap outta it soon...tired but cant sleep...i dunno,but i hope the person she described is me...low chance...i realli are as relationship-disabled...i wish for some1 to help me,but i wish to b strong and do it alone also...how?juz do it alone!!!!somewat lame,but i guess a blog is a crap-alley?

also,smth realli sad is going on in 1t30...is like SAVM are always left out...during breaks,we juz sit and eat together...yes juz 4 out of the 24 in the class...mayb we are outcasted by the fact tat we are noisy in class?we put in the effort to bring every1 in,but there realli aint gonna make the situation better if we are to keep doing tat for everything...>< *sobs* realli sad tat tis hv to happen...is tis wat life is?den wats the point of living in a world where every1 bs,discriminate and do things tat harms others?