Soul in the Shadows
Sunday, April 09, 2006
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 7:58 AM 」

my my...quite a boring sunday here...wake up,play dota,eat,give doug A.maths lesson,eat,dota,sleep...aRgH kinda screwed up life i got here...but at least doug aint totally blank in maths now...last time u give him qn do,1 look and say dunno le...make him focus also stuck totally...at least,now better...hahaz...

nothing much...was juz tinking...if she realli like other guys,den i also cant do anything...if i can,i would hv done things to help,but the fact tat i cant b totally sure unless news get out...so ill still hv her as my 1 and onli 1...if she like other guys,den i cant let her noe the sufferr i go thru alreadi...cos its unfair to her...at tat time,even if it sunders my soul,i still muz let go...but now...I MUST HOLD ON!!!COS SHE IS THE ONLI 1 IN MY HEART!!SHE IS 1 TAT WOULD MAKE MY LIFE A LIVING HEAVEN,AND SO WILL I...BY THE ENDLESS VOID,I SWEAR TO IT!!