「 The Soul Has Spoken. 9:40 AM 」

something to tok bout here...the bitter asian men tat i hv linked to the blog...

tat webbie toks bout how asian men are pushed away in terms of relationships,and gals are swooning all over for foreigners...the reasons are factored down into several parts...dun tink imma go into analysing the web....but,in summary,tat webbie toks bout gals going for looks,where foreigners are considered to be better looking...leaving asian guys out...i tink it is relatively true for many gals i see out there...but the main thing is tat,its not onli foreigners many gals are out for...its the looks tat counts...

in many cases,in any new groups or organizations,better looking guys gets more attention...especially guys tat are louder...tis goes into saying tat loud guys and loud looks attracts attention...attention as in 'i wanna date u' kind...i noticed it,and yeah,its part of human's natural instinct...better looking guys are supposed to deliver better quality offsprings,thus gals' feelings are made to go towards them...however,going bak to humans as superior tinkers,wat bout those tat aint so gd looking,or those tat aint gd looking at all?are they said to be so low down tat they get ticked off the datable list?i seen many such cases,and can say i experienced it b4....many may not tink tis way,but to me,i feel the best person is not the best looks,but the best character....nowadays,kind,totful,considerate ppl are as rare as diamond,and like diamond,they get drawn to the rich,rich in looks of course...in many cases,the gal gets the beating(literally,or mentally)...but no 1 comes to find out tat not all gd looking guys are gd...im not using tis to say im gd,but i've seen many great looking guys tat realli are spoilt and ill treat their gfs...not to say,gd looking gals wif guys trying to swoon over her chooses the best looking guy,den break up over some stupid reason...tats a reason i dun look out for hot gals and stuff...cos is juz pointless to look,and onli to look...for me,its either go for it or give it up...dun go around looking at hot gals...its not me to do it...

hmmm tats bout all..gotta go sleep..mayb laterz..

「 The Soul Has Spoken. 9:24 AM 」

ahhh...today aint too bad a day...went out wif 1t17 ppl...hahaz was kinda fun wif every1 around,like the old days...hahaz i do sound a lil like an old man^^ newayz,went the pastamania in cine for lunch,cos some of us have eaten lunch alreadi,so cannot go seoul garden....den later wan go watch movie,but the slots are so fully booked...aRgh realli is hard to get seatings...hahaz den we went out to play pool at singapore shopping centre...awhile den all the gals go alreadi...left shane,sean and me...play a lil,go ps eat,den go home alreadi...

friday GP exam not gd sia...first of all,choose wrong question to do for essay...den the compre by rite can do 1,den i tot is 1hr45min...skali is 1hr30min...die sia...AQ cannot finish...gg liao

hmmm now is the holidays...dun tink i everyday also got thing to post ba?hahaz so onli if got thing den post lor?oh well...tats bout all..

「 The Soul Has Spoken. 6:43 AM 」

ahhhh...i hv been a lil too lazy to blog for a few days alreadi...hahaz been sick for like 2 weeks,realli irritating...other den blocked nose,got sore throat,couth and all the crap tat came due to heatiness...damn it..weather is taking my body down too easily...another irritating factor...hmmm nothing big happened...juz the normal life in skool,usual lousy love life,usual lousy weather too..hahaz geEz...

manz,im craving for a 1t17 outing...been quite sometime since we see eaceh other...but will we become like last time,i cannot confirm...can say every1 changed quite alot...hahaz well...juz wondering...hmmm...hope every1 can go out tgr some day,and let it be like the gd old days...hahaz

「 The Soul Has Spoken. 8:05 AM 」

hmmm...seems like i hv been slacking in posting entries tis few days...tried to,but,not always can...PW been eating alot of time,lotsa hw haven finish...i owe mr ho S.C a few punches alreadi...binomial haven even finish...gotta take my saturday and sunday out to catch up wif watever i am lagging...bio notes needs re-reading so tat i can understand the DNA stuff more and recognise more of the terms...need to read so many articles...GP mid-yr coming up...hmm workload is realli DAMN high...

Some things in the class,i wouldn write it down here,but realli disappoints me...the class looks strong,but actually is fragile within...how many ppl put their own interest EVERYTIME at EVERYTHING?i got my own list alreadi...up and increasing names also...hmmm it is sickening as to how many ppl juz look at personal benefits in the world...some,can break all rules juz to earn the title,"winner". Disappointing...i kinda feel like going into retreat or smth...toking crap here,is not possible to do it,but i realli is sick of such personalities...oh well...

also hv a lil problem wif SAV...political tok...they are pro-WP,while im pro-PAP...since election start till now,we been debating on y WP shud take more places in parliament rather den PAP dominating the seats...hmmm i feel tat in conclusion,SAV been focusing more on the internal part,like getting PAP out cos they been suppressing other parties,while i hv been more towards global interactions...PAP does veri well for singapore go gain global recognition,and allow us to hv such stability in singapore...o well,juz feel tat,we shud stop trying to convert each other to our own beliefs...stick to wat we believe is better,and we can see 30 yrs later...if SAV are correct,i will happily go for WP also...hahaz..

hmm gotta do some major changes to the blog...laterz..

「 The Soul Has Spoken. 8:11 AM 」

woohoo!!tis is the big money day!!sell milo dino,cookies and brownies...hahaz hmmm relatively,we didnt do as well as expected...hahaz imagine estimated earning is 1.6k,we get 720..hahaz..hmmm from irchan,we cleared the cookies and brownies,but the milo still got 4 tins and 11 cans of condensed milk...hahaz our milo realli low profit sia>< but like rosel said,tis activity is NOT for money...it is for teamwork,to foster our relations before the trip...i failed to see tat at first...damn it...but now,i juz remembered...when doing things,never stray from your original aim...i realised,and will not forget..


hmmm while sitting on bus with my mp3,i did some soul searching....i kinda hate the new MOE changes...their aim is to create innovative and creative people tat can tink outta box...however,i feel tat wat they impliment is wrong...totally...i feel tat for 1 to b able to tink out of the box and be different,1 muz not be limited...to allow their natural characteristics and natural tots to flow,they muz b free from inhibitions...wat MOE is doing is to remove some subjects,make all government controlled skool more project based....in a sense,they r trying to force creativity...but,to do tat is as good as not doing anything...

look at the workload now...its not tat im complaining,but wat MOE has done is basically increasing wat we hv to learn on all individual subjects,while trying to remove the memorising part of chinese..reducing the chinese syllabus and revamp on the test methods aint helping either...if we dunno how to WRITE the words and form phrases,how do we do well in chinese?while doing all these,they throw in compulsory projects with specific limitations...many things tat we wanna do,are not able to carry out due to some MOE guidelines...in a way,they wanna give us opportunities,yet they are giving us little space to tink...all these work under some cover up phrase known as teach less learn more...realli is called tiu lei lou mou ar...sickening...

now,im swarming wif work now,many things i haven finish,many hw still owe teachers...gotta finish also...been 4 weeks since my health started to decline...everytime after conditioning,i will drink lotsa water,onli to puke em out later...i feel kinda glucose drained everytime...recovers fast,but i dun use to hv tis problem...i tink tis has to do wif the irregular meal time and little sleep time also...hmmm juz tinking of ways to improve it...i shud b studying for my chem now,but i NID to write all these down,as it has been bugging me for quite some time...irritating..hmm tats bout it..laterz..

「 The Soul Has Spoken. 8:38 AM 」

hmmm today sports carnival,where we participated in all kinda sports thingy...onli thing we won is the eco challenge,with 4th placing...hahaz..interesting...hmmm today realli shows how our class is like...heard from the eco challengers,jeremy's not being too nice of a guy...been complaining too much during the race,den veri reactive to things...i onli dislike him on 1 thing...tat he is arrogant...mayb not to the extreme,but can see tat he looks down on many of our classmates...including me...hahaz...watever..i juz dislike arrogant ppl...he may b gd in his bio,but so long as he is like tat,he is nothing...den on the netball part,we got thrashed><>< too heavyweight...hahaz...

den later,went to king albert park's KFC eat...hmm tis is the part which shows wat every1 are...every1 swarmed in the KFC,den actually got space 1,den the guys wan go the opposite coffee shop sit...hmmm i wonder y...den i tag along...den later denise,wan li,audrey k wan go pizza hut...den shane and i also wan...cos i can feel the acid burning holes in the stomach...eating at KFC would delay quite some time...so we grabbed our bags den wanted to juz go...den hana,aud,dalvin,cheryl and mayb more come fire us...say we veri evil...the seniors come wif us to like integrate,den we like putting them down,nv give face...hmmm after some tot,yeah,aud hv a pt...we shud at least try to give in..but too hungry liao also><><

hmmm mayb tis is 1 of the factors y our class aint cohesive...half of us r looking at self interest,half of us r looking at giving in to others...different aims,different actions...damn it...how to bond?actually to tell the truth,SAV aint like tat last time...now,they kinda put self interest more...hmmm mayb they will hate me for saying tis,but yeah,1t17,they were at least giving...now,self interest all the way...even when walking,walk so fast,like nv stay wif the group...hmmm...my my...

「 The Soul Has Spoken. 5:48 AM 」

my my...im kinda sick of tis JC life alreadi...is realli too many activities for me to handle..nowadays,i hv been lagging bhind in homeworks...owing teachers hw is realli a burden in my heart,but no choice,many things in class i gotta handle...reason being?if i dun do it,whos gonan do it?in the end,when it is undone,the blame gets pushed around over and over again...seeing it for 4 yrs is sickening alreadi...i dun wan it to repeat...reason im writing tis entry is not bcos i am free now...there r still work i nid to do...however,given the phd i suffered tis 2 weeks,im metally unfit to do a decent hw tat i realli concentrate...is veri tiring...since the conditioning started,i hv downed myself with too much water due to extreme thirst and puked it out again...damn it..smth is wrong with me...either not enouf sleep or my body being weak now...mr tay said i shud b more careful due to my health condition...but given my condition here,where i may juz drop dead anytime,anywhere...i dun give a damn...dying now and dying 60 yrs later,i rather go now...less sufferings...aiz watever...

juz tis thing tat disturbs me...y izzit tat 1t30 is not able to b like 1t17(JAE)...i noe i may sound like a brag and stuff,mayb there even b words going on bout me bhind me...watever it is,juz tis thing i kinda wanna voice out..the class aint as cohesive as 1t17...reason being?
1)personal interest overruns everything else..is like,there is no push to stay together as a class..no aim,no such tinking as "1 die all die"...no tots on others at all...how can a class be united if we juz go our own pace,get our A level results den 4got bout each other,den wats thte pt of tis home class system?might as well as reduce bak to other JC's constant classroom changing system...if we are not willing to share the time needed to do smth,den there will b some tat work their ass off to keep up with studies while some got lotsa time to excel...in 1t17,we share every effort,so the workload actually is lesser...more time to study also,we move forward tgr...
2)is juz the different characters of our classmates...many aint exactly sensitive towards the feelings of others...wat we say,wat we do,how many are actually in response to each other or are careful to consider their bakground and stuff?how many times hv we panicked as some1 lost smth or attempted to help them?from wat i observe,we dun realli care wat happens to them...so long as we ourselves are not affected,we juz do our own things...tis way we treat others,how to b cohesive?even i find tat SAV aint like last time...now,we definitely are wayyyy more evil...even in 1t17 outing,can see tat they did hurt some1..the last time i rmb is tat shane shoot lisa...supposedly play play onli,but can see tat she was kinda hurt...i aint tat noob at eye reading..

well....tats bout all...more to come..

my my...im kinda sick of tis JC life alreadi...is realli too many activities for me to handle..nowadays,i hv been lagging bhind in homeworks...owing teachers hw is realli a burden in my heart,but no choice,many things in class i gotta handle...reason being?if i dun do it,whos gonan do it?in the end,when it is undone,the blame gets pushed around over and over again...seeing it for 4 yrs is sickening alreadi...i dun wan it to repeat...reason im writing tis entry is not bcos i am free now...there r still work i nid to do...however,given the phd i suffered tis 2 weeks,im metally unfit to do a decent hw tat i realli concentrate...is veri tiring...since the conditioning started,i hv downed myself with too much water due to extreme thirst and puked it out again...damn it..smth is wrong with me...either not enouf sleep or my body being weak now...mr tay said i shud b more careful due to my health condition...but given my condition here,where i may juz drop dead anytime,anywhere...i dun give a damn...dying now and dying 60 yrs later,i rather go now...less sufferings...aiz watever...

juz tis thing tat disturbs me...y izzit tat 1t30 is not able to b like 1t17(JAE)...i noe i may sound like a brag and stuff,mayb there even b words going on bout me bhind me...watever it is,juz tis thing i kinda wanna voice out..the class aint as cohesive as 1t17...reason being?
1)personal interest overruns everything else..is like,there is no push to stay together as a class..no aim,no such tinking as "1 die all die"...no tots on others at all...how can a class be united if we juz go our own pace,get our A level results den 4got bout each other,den wats thte pt of tis home class system?might as well as reduce bak to other JC's constant classroom changing system...if we are not willing to share the time needed to do smth,den there will b some tat work their ass off to keep up with studies while some got lotsa time to excel...in 1t17,we share every effort,so the workload actually is lesser...more time to study also,we move forward tgr...
2)is juz the different characters of our classmates...many aint exactly sensitive towards the feelings of others...wat we say,wat we do,how many are actually in response to each other or are careful to consider their bakground and stuff?how many times hv we panicked as some1 lost smth or attempted to help them?from wat i observe,we dun realli care wat happens to them...so long as we ourselves are not affected,we juz do our own things...tis way we treat others,how to b cohesive?even i find tat SAV aint like last time...now,we definitely are wayyyy more evil...even in 1t17 outing,can see tat they did hurt some1..the last time i rmb is tat shane shoot lisa...supposedly play play onli,but can see tat she was kinda hurt...i aint tat noob at eye reading..

well....tats bout all...more to come..

「 The Soul Has Spoken. 6:57 AM 」

manz...been some time since i got a lil time to even blog...been rushing PW,hw tat seems to be endless,the class jersy incident,interact stuff...>< damn it...kinda swarmed...i guess ill juz post some of the things happening since monday,most recent at the top...

friday,5/5/06
-hahaz nothing much today...onli funny thing is tat we kept tinking every indian guy is tat shopowner...hahaz...manz paranoid alreadi?hahaz...

thursday,4/5/06
-damn it...realli pisse' with the stupid indian guy...shopowner of "jeans arcade" in queensway shopping centre...conned us...we went queensway check price,found tat other shops were selling the exact same shirt at $25 basic price,while Arcade selling for $35...To check if the guy cheated our seniors onli,Vance and I posted as noobs to ask price...he said 35,we said other shops sell for 25,ask if he can offer us the price...he said,"u come bring the shirt to me...IMITATION!!IMITATION!!...noeing such an asshole,we retreated as no pt argueing bout smth tat is not our main pt...den shane,andrew and bing xing went in...we wanted to negotiate with him and try to lower it to $30 at least,but he dun wanna accept...so in the end,we were damn pissed...i would hv juz dump the deposit and withdrew my orders for pride sake,but tis is the whole class paying,$33 is the cheapest price at our current situation,so we cant do anything...DAMN IT...he shud burn in hell...

Monday,1/5/06
-our first class outing!!most of us went,including SAV...kinda nice to see tat most of the class is able to blend well with each other...however,i kinda noticed some of the ppl were veri left out during the trip...mayb they noe bout it also...wanted to approach them,but,dunno how to bring them in with us...hmmm actually shane may be rite...the class hv the potential to b like 1t17...however,i tink,is still not possible given the current situation...many obstacles to it...some,is natural obstacles...oh well...guess it cannot be helped...but SAVM also kinda at fault...sometimes,we go totally in our own 4 man show,we didnt care bout the others...tis i feel,can change 1...my my...