Soul in the Shadows
Monday, May 15, 2006
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 8:11 AM 」
woohoo!!tis is the big money day!!sell milo dino,cookies and brownies...hahaz hmmm relatively,we didnt do as well as expected...hahaz imagine estimated earning is 1.6k,we get 720..hahaz..hmmm from irchan,we cleared the cookies and brownies,but the milo still got 4 tins and 11 cans of condensed milk...hahaz our milo realli low profit sia>< but like rosel said,tis activity is NOT for money...it is for teamwork,to foster our relations before the trip...i failed to see tat at first...damn it...but now,i juz remembered...when doing things,never stray from your original aim...i realised,and will not forget..


hmmm while sitting on bus with my mp3,i did some soul searching....i kinda hate the new MOE changes...their aim is to create innovative and creative people tat can tink outta box...however,i feel tat wat they impliment is wrong...totally...i feel tat for 1 to b able to tink out of the box and be different,1 muz not be limited...to allow their natural characteristics and natural tots to flow,they muz b free from inhibitions...wat MOE is doing is to remove some subjects,make all government controlled skool more project based....in a sense,they r trying to force creativity...but,to do tat is as good as not doing anything...

look at the workload now...its not tat im complaining,but wat MOE has done is basically increasing wat we hv to learn on all individual subjects,while trying to remove the memorising part of chinese..reducing the chinese syllabus and revamp on the test methods aint helping either...if we dunno how to WRITE the words and form phrases,how do we do well in chinese?while doing all these,they throw in compulsory projects with specific limitations...many things tat we wanna do,are not able to carry out due to some MOE guidelines...in a way,they wanna give us opportunities,yet they are giving us little space to tink...all these work under some cover up phrase known as teach less learn more...realli is called tiu lei lou mou ar...sickening...

now,im swarming wif work now,many things i haven finish,many hw still owe teachers...gotta finish also...been 4 weeks since my health started to decline...everytime after conditioning,i will drink lotsa water,onli to puke em out later...i feel kinda glucose drained everytime...recovers fast,but i dun use to hv tis problem...i tink tis has to do wif the irregular meal time and little sleep time also...hmmm juz tinking of ways to improve it...i shud b studying for my chem now,but i NID to write all these down,as it has been bugging me for quite some time...irritating..hmm tats bout it..laterz..