Soul in the Shadows
Friday, August 18, 2006
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 6:20 AM 」

as fatigue sets in,i realise tat i am in a position where i am unable to decide my life,my time,my fate...when i deceive myself on the context tat i may 1 day reach paradise, i will still fall back to reality,where i just bite dust.

coming out of the bottom of the dustland,all i see above me is the the prospect of a student's life and an employees life, with so many intersections tat it forms an inescapable web, with no solution to cross it. as it sinks down on me, i search around for something which can block off the web,or at least,reduce the pain upon contact. but there are onli shadows of wat painkillers i tot i had existed.

Xing Cai, grant me the strength to overcome the captivity of the education system. may i be liberated from the need of temporary pain release, and face the burden similar to a knight facing an army.

this i ask in the name of the courage,the strength and the fearless spirit,A man