Soul in the Shadows
Thursday, October 26, 2006
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 3:46 AM 」
bullshit- tats all i can say if some1 ask me wat i feel now...hmmm things ARE crappy...ok,no problems regarding the promotional criteria for J2...lets tink bout OTHER things in life...lets see...recently i juz see 1 thing,and tis topic connects to the previous entry too...in a way..Taken for granted- what is it?to me,it is when 1 person do things tat benefits others,yet do it in the silent manner,and every1 else takes it tat it is HIS duty to do so...so in a sense,no 1 actually gives a damn if he suffers cos of others, but complains if he does not do the work?tis,in a sense,would mean tat he works for others,yet is invisible to them...when the workload increase(mayb not,but the pressure in the mind does),he definitely will feel increasingly disgrunted..therefore,tis disgrunted person is typing tis disgrunted entry(not cos he is a grunt)...

today?1 thing tat caught my attention is tat we did tis feedback for the entire class(including the teachers) where we write "love letters" and give to others...ok...so off i go,writing in the 30mins tat was given...i cannot say tat i hv been totally frank in wat i wrote to a small percentage,yet i can say tat i was not totally fake in wat i wrote...so yeah,i doubt they will b angry,nor will they be happy...(they=veri small %)

and after all these...i realise...i dun at all hv a chance to be with u...reason being?we r of different levels..urs being higher,yet im juz a low down creature...as in,yeah,tis status feel i dunno how to explain...moreover,you like some1 else..ok,put it tis way,you need him...so,i guess,i cannot,and dun wan to disturb u...i guess i will watch over u,but i will not confess...though i still hope i would hv the chance to......

tats bout all...laterz