Soul in the Shadows

.PROFILE

oFFiciaL Nick:Lee Xing Cai
Day i PoP ouT:12th July 1989

Some things i Do wHen iM bOred:
-DotA
-GoinG oUt WiF FrienDs

.LIKES

-HonesT,StraightforwarD pPl
-WhitE and SkybluE coLour
-IntEresTinGly dIffeRent wAys tO dO thInGs
-kinD,mAturE pPl
-peAce(by aNy sTanDarDs)
-tAt sPecIal sOmeOnE

.DISLIKES

-ArrogAnce,DiscRimiNatiOn
-BacKStabBers
-Ppl WhO tInkS tHe wOrld rEvolVeS aroUnD tHem
-BullieS
-Ppl hU hIt dEfeNsEleSs Gals
-EntErtainmeNt oN othErs' sufferings
-cuNninG pPl bEnd oN PuLLinG u dOwn
-hUmaNitieS(cAnT UndeRstaNd hUmaNs^^)

.MY PERSONAL RULES

-NeveR bE cAptivAteD bY AnyonE,liVe uR lifE uR waY jUz As u aRe
-giVe eVen uR liFe tO prOtect ur loVed onEs
-hIt nOt gAls unLess tHey dO nOt aCt liKe onE
-dO nOt wAt u dUn waN tO befAll U,bUt wAt u wAn tO
-kIndnEss iS a VirTue
-Who othEr dEn uR SPeciaL 1 dEseRVes tHe bEst?rEspeCt hEr eVeryThinG
-To RetUrn tO earTh waT sHe hV gIveN yOu bY hElpiNg tO sAve thE eNvirOnmEnt

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.FRIENDS^^

Doug
1t17-ignite!
Ain
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yG
zAch
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Monday, October 02, 2006

just came back from a walk downstairs....y the sudden walk?

it has since become the shackle of my life...to do everything tat u told me to...i take it silently,not minding how irritating it is to take orders...orders tat i muz carry out no matter wat i am doing..being in my current position,i can never win in an open confrontation...age taught u more tricks than i can imagine...i just cannot blinding hand everything to u now,knowing tat ur judgements can b prejudiced and followed blindly...no,i try to b indirect,'let me go,it is time i am able to choose when to do wat'. but u still dun get it..u still sink into the dominating mood tat i muz submit into...i do not wan to do tat anymore...it takes the meaning out of life completely..juz as i do not make 1 submit to me,neither shalt i submit to any1 completely...

on the happier side,somehow talking to u does make me smile...the voice,the smile,it all juz bring me the happy side of life...in summary,u r my happy tree?:)

tats about all i guess...cooled down considerably since the walk...though it b quite a last resort,i feel it is better den sitting at home absorbing to it all...