Soul in the Shadows
Monday, November 27, 2006
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 7:42 AM 」
for some reason,i am out of sync with my body..abit like out-of-body-experience...has it gotto do wif the 3 mugs of baron strong i took in my fastest time?or has it gotto do with me playing comp whole day at home?nop,it has nth to do wif those...not boredom,not tipsy,wat is it?

it has to b the emptiness i feel,and though the source is known,1 shall simply keep to myself,though some ppl will juz try guessing and lesser gets the answer...but hey,i realised,i played pool alot tis few days O_O lolz though i still hv much to learn,i still feel sianed...especially when it comes to the new guy in safra...tat 30+ looking guy is like,first sight dun like me alreadi...wtf?i killed his family izzit?alreadi he had disturbed me 2 times,and though i dun tink i should,i feel like juz guai laning him...like,comon,the new rules alreadi constricted,and the woman's constant nagging everytime i go alreadi sux...wat more?the tables and cue stick are below normal,yet usable...thus it is not fantastic,so y do they still see me buay song like tat?moreover,i hv to get food and drinks like from the cafe,which has realli HIGH prices...last time vending machine,a can cost $1.20,now,gotto go and spend at least $4.50 on a drink...comon...so at least,give better service can?

lolz and i find tis rather funny:

person A:so if u hv confidence,you sure can succeed 1
me :aiz,i dunno...like sec 4 i alreadi tio rejected 2 times by same person liao
person A:ah?got fail b4 ar...oh,no wonder no confidence

lolz *laughing while typing* comon...i doubt if it is all bout confidence onli...if it is,i would b such a failure to look to hv no confidence when i hv...O_O