Soul in the Shadows
Thursday, November 16, 2006
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 8:52 AM 」
the holidays...do they realli bore me?not realli...i hv the comp,tats 1 thing,and unlike bx,hu finds it boring,i dun...ok,its harder to get bored for me^^...den again,wif shaun's comp up and now tat we can hv frequent dota games,its more interesting...and i haven start training for the clan match(wif doug's cousin team)...haven even picked hero yet if u ask me...i predict i get trashed,but yeah,we shall see if the internet happens not to lag...and once in a while,there will b bx hu comes all the way to harbourfront to bowl or pool,or doug,hu juz walk from his house to safra...mundane?hahaz relaxing...better den the pw days...definitely...

when i wake up in the morning,i realise tat i always seek wat i had yearn for--a comforting presense,a warm smile,the beautiful eyes,the soft long hair....basically...her...but yep,i see the 4 hard walls instead...makes me wonder,20 yrs later,and it be the same situation,wat would i do?i DEFINITELY wouldn degrade myself to geylang...hell no...charity perhaps?i dunno...

also,i realised i hv not exercised for a looooong loooong time alreadi...i am WAITING for mass pe next yr...like,bring it on...tough?i wouldn call myself a man if i cant take it...so yep,i am waiting to resume training...like i said,run when i still can...when 1 day i drop dead,at least i noe i lived doing 1 of the things i wan,and wouldn bring the regret to next life...

yupyup,bout all i hv,next timez