Soul in the Shadows
Thursday, November 09, 2006
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 9:50 AM 」
OMG OMG OMG PW IS OVER!?!?!??!?!?

lets see...the 9 month war is over,so has the need to meet deadlines,do wat is said to be correct and suffer nites of needing to use my brain...even now im not using my brain...im usnig my heart,so,yeah:P...bak to the topic,PW realli hv been a torture...with all the things i need to do,it was a burden in the heart...after OP,guess wat?the burden has been relieved!!!immediately after OP,i felt much lighter,tat im able to see things on a much lighter tone..the exhilaration serves to strengthen my feel tat pw is useless..so,TO HELL WITH TIS MODULE,AND IM NOT GONNA REDO THE PROJECT FOR A MILLION BUCKS!!

Going to the soft part of my life,nth had been going right for me(other den the 1t17 outing)...my OP wasnt tat successful,my luck realli has been down and i can basically feel the aura of...darkness blanket my heart...y is it so?is it punishment for me not keeping my promise?shud i do as said?these r qns i hv been struggling till now,and no,i dun hv an answer...ppl always said,'either u hv luck on gambling or luck of love life'...i HAD luck of gambling(not tat i always do,my luck is on things in my life),but my other section of luck fails completely...but now?when i decide to give it up,my luck turned downwards. significantly.now,seems like nth feels right...not even sleeping??so being personalised,can i say tat my luck on life depends entirely on my love life,thus without it,i am like,so nth?hmmm not tat i wanna b so dependent,but it seems like i cannot escape,my whole point of living.

looking at the time,it seems as if im doing pw-_-