Soul in the Shadows: February 2007
Thursday, February 22, 2007
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 6:38 AM 」

Selfish people are all around the world,in every corner and every side..Evaluate the causes and consequences of the propagation of selfish people.

Firstly, what are selfish people? This specific group refers to those that cares not for others, and will do anything for themselves, even at the fatal expense of others. Use the assumption that the world is made up of only 2 kind of people, the selfish and the selfless.

The selfish, owing to their nature of taking down others for their own gain, tend to survive better in society today as it involves the exploitation of others, in particular the selfless ones, thus are able to mature and produce offsprings.

The selfless, owing to their nature of giving more and taking less, tend to avoid pulling others down, thus are considered to be easy prey for exploitation for the selfish. Therefore, many are routed before they can mature and produce offsprings.

As this trend goes on, more and more selfish people produced, and less selfless people exist. It is further accelerated by the fact that the selfless sometimes convert to become selfish so as to survive. However, there are times where the selfish attacks the other selfish people, allowing for the selfless to take advantage of the situation and propagate. Therefore, the large amount of selfish people in this world is explained, with the minute presense of the selfless people accounted for.

What are the consequences of having a world dominated by the selfish? The world will be filled with verbal arrows, filled with a maze of tubes connecting everyone together,and the life being sucked out of them through the tubes. This world will be a world of hatred, a world of distrust, a world where humanity will fall and evolve to new species. This world,is the armagaddon of humanity ONLY.

In conclusion, selfish people only end up slacking and slashing themselves. Join the selfless ones, and live ur short life to the fullest knowing u have done what is good.

p.s : i am definitely selfish too,but to some extent. I will NEVER, allow people around me to be harmed, thus i need to be selfish to achieve this, but selfish not in the offensive way,but in the defensive way.

I have been stabbed so many times already,yet i will not fall. Let those who deserve to die,die,and those who deserve to live,live. ><><



Sunday, February 18, 2007
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 7:20 AM 」

i asked myself,wat do i do if wat happened is to happen again?do i kill,or do i spare?now,i found myself asking tis question again...and my answer?to kill



Thursday, February 15, 2007
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 5:55 AM 」

Ahh...its been quite some time since i blog...been wanting to type for some time alreadi...since now i hv the energy,i juz try to type wat i remember..

1) damn irritating ppl...2 of them,actually...1,is a person who is not well liked in the first place...i wonder wats got into him,with tat ego boost and stuff...but it definitely doesnt spell good for him if he manage to make me lose my head...2nd person is 1 whom i feel my friends hv placed their trust wrongly. its like,treating him like a human,he in turn treat us not even a worm...in other words,he MUST be superior in us in ALL ways...i cant figure out the reasons><...oh well,an inept on my part...

2) finally,the interact secret cupid thing is finally over...its actually been the thing tat is tiring me out...all the work and stuff...gives me a good hands on lesson about flowers...at least not so clueless alreadi ><...evaluating the project,as i would like to call it,i feel tat it is not a complete rout,yet not a complete success...here are the points tat i feel is good:

-the in-charge does a good time plan,and is willing to put in alot of time and effort to make it work
-the in-charge is at least willing to listen to suggestions
-the in-charge(yet again) is able to ask nicely for help if she nids it

now,the points tat i tink shud be improved:
-basically,though the time plan is gd,the organization is bad. During the wrapping of the flowers,u can see different groups at different table,all doing everything,from wrapping to tying. Instead, there shud b a production line, where 1 group can dethorn,1 group can prepare the flowers for wrapping,1 group can wrap the flower,den the ppl holding the order list can sort out the flowers
-the members do things without heart. it means tat they juz anyhow do,so long as got wrap,can liao,dun care the quality. the results? the flowers r wrapped in damn ugly styles...the ribbon are also tied without any beauty. the stem of the flowers r not cut,the flowers cant take in water,therefore many flowers died or dying the next morning. got 1 pail of flowers,the water level is like,3/4 of the pail,and ppl dump in the wrapped flowers. the paper ALL wet,and it looks like shit.
-not enouf pail. the flowers all got squashed tgr. as shane said,roses nid space,and there certainly aint space for the roses and gerberas. wats more,some of the flowers are pushed down the bucket,causing 2 of them to miss the eyes of the gals and didnt take out the tight wrapping on the rose.den those squashed,also veri bad,dmged in a sense.
-damn it,we got lotsa slackers can?slackers not as in sean,sit down there...he at least got do stuff also...but how bout the person tat is SUPPOSED to do alot of work?onli do his own thing onli...den wan draw manpower from the workers somemore...tis kinda person,i call a loser.

3)i made 1 of the biggest mistake of my life in valentine's day. not gonna elaborate on it,but yeah,sorry for tat,it was realli my mistake for being a chicken>< ...when on the bus bak home,i realised...tat i actually hv lost myself over time...tat i am slowly but steadily not me...i do not noe the reason,but i hv no intention to let myself draw bak into tat pathetic state...so,in summary,im me again!!:P

tat is about all...guess got some other things tat i cannot say,or else i get sued for deframing ppl...oO



Thursday, February 01, 2007
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 5:26 AM 」

A taste of 2 situations containing the wicked side of humans in 2 days?Tat got me tinking...seriously.

First is the Asian Cup held at the National Stadium, where it was Singapore against Thailand. I had always seen Thais being passive and easy to get along with...but it seems tat the match shows an exception. The pathetic tricks used by the Thai players do show how one can resort to unscrupulous means just to try and turn the tide around. I started watching the match when Singapore had scored 1 goal..To tell the truth,i felt tat Singapore was playing rather better den wat i would expect them to be. But the opposing team, which is supposed to be called 'the big brother in asian soccer' had disappointed me completely. From when i started watching to half time, they had been falling down 5 seconds after each other in a bid to score free kicks and perhaps cause the singapore team to absorb yellow cards. However, all the acting that they put up with made the game a big joke. 5 people had feigned injury and carried out of the field when the whistle for the first half blew. It did not help when my bro said tat they were bak to normal the second they reached the bench.

The best performance made was the walkoff from the field when the referee awarded singapore wif a penalty kick in response to the thai defender pulling the singapore striker down. The performance makes me wanna PUKE, it shows the anti-sportsmanship of the thai soccer players. i will not condemn the entire nation over soccer, but, i hv second tots when the attitude of the thais are brought up.

Next up is the incident tat happened in skool, which is the confiscation of andrew's fone. i feel tat the confiscation was too hard a punishment when it is used not for any entertainment,but easier way of collecting information. i agree fully that the teacher have a right to confiscate it if it is seen,but confiscation is still too strict a move. Other than a teacher,he hv been seen as a friend. It is an irony tat one sees another as a friend and another sees one as,well,not a friend.

I had contemplated whether to write over to ask for a lighter sentence for andrew,but from my inference of him, i feel tat it would b of no effect, and he can use the written document as an example to oust us. below is wat i infer his character as. take note tat it may not be true, but i had tried my best to make it mild.

Inferring from the attitude given, it seems like we are not even a worm in his eyes. There is evidence of bias towards females, especially the types tat do not make noise. Of course, A.L hv been an exception,always been called by him a bimbo. It is actually referring to her style of expressing herself. Also, he is well acquitted by studious students from the bio lessons, and have shown tat he is not happy unless he emerges out of anything as a superior person. Therefore, from all these,i can say tat we,the students tat hv lower patience towards the curriculum, are low down creatures in his eyes, and that he, must be superior to us. Thus,i feel the problem lies not in his role as an educator, but his personality itself.

With this post,i risk being called up and humiliated in front of god knows how many people, but i am unable to leave such unfairness open. If you are reading this, my fate is in ur hands, show me how sick u can get.