Soul in the Shadows: March 2007
Saturday, March 31, 2007
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 11:24 PM 」
Can ya beat tis pro?i bet i cant:P


A Jamaican man wants a job, but the foreman won't hire him until he passes a little math test.
Here is your first question, the foreman Said. "Without using numbers,
represent the number 9."
"Without numbers?" The Jamaican says, "Dat is easy." And proceeds to draw three trees.


"What's this?" the boss asks
"Ave you got no brain? Tree and tree and tree make nine," says the Jamaican.
"Fair enough," says the boss. "Here's your second question. Use the same rules, but this time the number is 99."
The Jamaican stares into space for a while, then picks up the picture that he has just drawn and makes a smudge on each tree. "here you go."


The boss scratches his head and says, "How on earth do you get that to represent 99?"
"Each of da trees is dirty now. So, it's dirty tree, and dirty tree, and dirty tree. Dat is 99."
The boss is getting worried that he's going to actually have to hire this
Jamaican, so he says, "All right, last question. Same rules again, but
represent the number 100."
The Jamaican stares into space some more, then he picks up the picture again and makes a little mark at the base of each tree and says, "here you go. One hundred."
The boss looks at the attempt. "You must be nuts if you think that represents a hundred!"

The Jamaican leans forward and points to the marks at the base of each tree and says, "A little dog come along and crap by each tree. So now you got dirty tree and a turd, dirty tree and a turd, and dirty tree and a turd, which makes one hundred."


"So, when I start?


Saturday, March 24, 2007
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 9:35 AM 」
Tinking bak of the days where i had fun in secondary skool...the sec 2-3 AV team...actually,onli the AV times tat i truely had fun i guess...till now,still rmb the first time we clean out the machine room under the burning sun,and we juz took off our shirts and went into it for 5 hrs straight...after tat,mdm mabel goh was kind enouf to order pizza for us and allow us to eat in the avt...the bill was 150 bucks...damn it,she is generous...there is still when we were doing the bakstage in skool functions...when all the stupid mic and stuff starts going haywire...practically ran 2.4km to get all the things right...Not forgetting the mp camps,where we can do all the crap we want...play cards through the nite,walk around talking,even got the sofa up there...damn it,we were privileged...

The good teachers...Mr sim first up...remember how many times we sent us home in his cute lil car 1 by 1,even late at nite...after cross country,we go out eat steamboat...den he sent us home...5 ppl in the car wif a road block some 50m from us...lolz...i veri appreciate it, and still do...still remember the graduation night,after the entire thing,i couldn get a taxi...stuck for like,30mins...den ran into him...and he let me get on his car and drove me home...till now also veri touched...b4 skool functions,he will get the programme list early and gather us to talk to us about the planning...who to position where,who to do wat...and we can always reach a point where every1 is happy and rdy to give their fullest...tat rox man...

next up is mdm cynthia chang...form teacher from sec 1-2,and av teacher too...during sec 1 and 2,i was at my most chaotic moments...when she stepped in and pulled me bak...prevented me from sinking into the wrong path...even when its not her job to do so...i respect her veri much for that...plus,she is veri veri nice,and show respect even kids like me...tat is 1 of the best thing about a teacher...

tributes to them and the former AV club in qtss! lolz y did i start talking about them...is when i juz came home from going out wif doug and guys,and we shared cab...den it was raining,and i felt kinda comfortable tat i am in a cab out of the rain,and i rmb tat was also the case wif mr sim driving us home...yeah...so juz feel like writing it out,thanking them wherever they may be


Thursday, March 22, 2007
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 3:32 AM 」
I deviated from me for u...i will not do it again...

As the days goes past, the different characters of people i been marking are getting more defined. We got 1, who wants superiority over us, and will juz throw his weight(mayb literally too) around...we got another, who cares onli for those tat will give the person benefit. Of course, there is he who can amaze me wif his theories and the way he puts his points across...hmmm...lets just say it is fate...

The timetable is bullshit,no doubt...we end at 4-5 wif maximum of 4 breaks, and there is nth we can do about it...blame the wide diversity of subject combinations we hv,if you may...but i guess there cannot be a better solution than a sacrifice,no?IF we are to see tis as a torture and harp on it,den it gets us nowhere...IF we are to turn the tables around and make use of the time,den we gonna benefit...2 options,to change others or ourselves...since the former fail,the latter must occur...Splitting up the class,tat is a selfish action...i feel i am inept to even support it,let alone initiate it...so,yeah...TIS is life now,lets go into it headfirst and let us sink happily!!:P

Luck is still bad...tink it will happen for the rest of the year...while i hv bad luck,im still tinking how to reverse and put it to gd luck...LOLZ...few can help me ba...realli realli few...


Friday, March 16, 2007
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 9:08 AM 」
Heres an interesting story...Believe in it or not,its up to ya:

One day, a scorpion needed to cross a wide river. There is no paths it could take to cross the river. A frog came along, and the scorpion asked if the frog could carry the scorpion across the river. The frog said, 'I am not a fool, once you are on my back, you will sting me and i will die'. The scorpion replied,'If i am to sting you, then i will drown as you die. I will not do it'. The frog, on hearing this, threw his worries apart, carried the scorpion and started swimming. However, halfway through the river, the scorpion stung it straight at the back. The frog felt the painful sting and the cold poison, and started to die. As the frog and scorpion started to sink, the frog ask,' Why do you sting me? You will kill yourself too'. The scorpion replied,' I know, but i can't help it. It is my natural instinct.'

Forget all the bump back to reality. Looking directly in the story, I feel it is possible to pull back your instincts. Just dun let some pretty lameass excuse catalyst your negative instincts. If one doesn't stand back and look at how people react to what you do, den u r overtaken by ur instinct...or it can be said, all human's selfish,arrogant instinct.


Tuesday, March 13, 2007
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 11:50 PM 」
Nothing much to say...dun even wanna say anything much, cos it is as good as not saying anything


Friday, March 02, 2007
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 7:23 AM 」
fuck it...tis is 1 of the most unlucky day i ever had till now...

i got a C for chinese A levels,and i hv to retake it and go for an A...check it out,i am just on par wif my other subjects...add in 1 more,i gonna blow...plus my standard now realli is C..i realli dunno how to study for it...really

tis thing already sian me down already...wat next?i lost my fucknig bag in the fucking lan shop...including half my chem lect notes,my pencil box,both calculators,first aid kit and water bottle...fuck,how...i ask u...FUCK...

look bak,it is my fault...yeah...dun leave things lying around...i been losing things when im playing b4...last time got wallet,got hp...now,a fucking big bag?wat am i gonna lose next?the love of my life?i better be more fucking alert and responsible and look after all tat i hv,or else i will have NOTHING left...

I SO WANNA TURN LEFT,JUMP THRU THE WINDOW AND FLY HEADFIRST INTO THE CONCRETE PATH...MY LIFE IS A MISTAKE,LET IT END...FUCK IT LA