Soul in the Shadows: June 2007
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 9:15 AM 」
At last,Mid years is over...After all the time spent TRYING to study,1 part of tis studious journey is over...it is a joy,but as the joy comes,so do i sense a shadow looming overhead: The A levels...damn it..all the crap now is as difficult as it gets alreadi,but there are worst to come?manz im beginning to get bored of examinations...we realli are tested on our genetic makeup for the current education system,not our willingness to work hard or even the ABILITY to work hard..sick of it..totally..

For now,my "hunger" is gone,taken over by the will to stand my own ground and only my own..MINE AND ONLY MINE...like the cut-down phrase:

Never be captivated by anyone
Live your life your way just as you are

Reminds me..things hv not changed..still as disgusting as ever..I remember last time i used to say,I tink i live my life just to give others..let others make use of and stuff..now,i tink i hv grown tired of giving...nor hv i caught up with taking from others..i just stand my own ground i guess..


About my second half...well,i guess i can only wait..for her to come..i tried initiating many times alreadi,mayb to subtle,but yup,always over wat comfortable threshold i hv..so,wat can i do?i can only wait...and wait..Your hands are soft,just as how you are


Guess tis is all for it..mayb ill update when i feel like it again..


Monday, June 18, 2007
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 3:22 AM 」
for all u non-professional singers out there,tis is gonna put u to shame:

http://talented-girl.freeonlinegames.com/

Next time i tink of using my voice to create sounds,i better rmb tis video O_O


Friday, June 08, 2007
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 9:31 AM 」
Insecurities: what are they?

Insecurities is an underestimation of oneself,such that one is afraid of losing something very much. By constant thoughts of losing someone, one tends to have tighter reins on people around him/her. This may lead to paranoia, where what he/she do will cause irritation in other people. The root cause of insecurites stem from the variations in all life forms,including humans. By each person having different abilities and disabilities, one may fear losing others,people such as friends or spouses due to their disabilities. Hence, such people tend to do things which may be very constricting to the people they are afraid to lose. The latter will find the former irritating,and will move away from the former. The former,seeing that the latter is further away,come even closer to the latter,which will cause the latter more irritation. Hence in the end, the latter and the former will inevitably split.

How to cure/prevent the problem of insecurity? One rule of thumb: security is actually an ability on the part of everyone. Ask around, and you will find that many people,especially girls,prefer to hang out with people who are secure. I remember many girls i know telling me that they like guys who are secure. Hence, the problem of insecurity can be cured directly by not forcibly shoving urself into the middle of ur friends/spouse,and allow ur inner peace to take over u,such tat u will not feel the fear of losing. Another way to combat insecurities is by making use of ur abilities. Know them,know how to use them appropriately. A warning would be to get carried away,which would be termed as,Arrogance. By knowing ur abilites, one can actually feel secure to know that they are not completely useless.

In conclusion, whenever one feels insecure,look back and ask urself,what is the root of it?Will keeping this feeling actually be beneficial? Approriate answers AND actions/inactions will help to prevent insecurities from reaching reality.



Whatever material from this passage comes from what i feel, and has no scientific prove or credibility. Its purpose is only for entertainment for readers,who can choose to believe or disbelieve what i say.

This passage stems from the talk wif rosel there,who had complains on my tagboard that her fone bill would be very high due to the talks on sms,and claims she is not complaining. Ironical. Thanks though for keeping me company when my internet is down:P


Thursday, June 07, 2007
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 9:38 PM 」
waaaaaa....1.5 week without internet is seriously a pain in the ass...after much quarrels and arguments wif my brother,my mother finally stepped in and decided tat we call starhub person come and fix the net + change new modem...since our modem is 5 yrs old...old dog alreadi..now...got net,+ faster net and stuff,woot!!