Soul in the Shadows

.PROFILE

oFFiciaL Nick:Lee Xing Cai
Day i PoP ouT:12th July 1989

Some things i Do wHen iM bOred:
-DotA
-GoinG oUt WiF FrienDs

.LIKES

-HonesT,StraightforwarD pPl
-WhitE and SkybluE coLour
-IntEresTinGly dIffeRent wAys tO dO thInGs
-kinD,mAturE pPl
-peAce(by aNy sTanDarDs)
-tAt sPecIal sOmeOnE

.DISLIKES

-ArrogAnce,DiscRimiNatiOn
-BacKStabBers
-Ppl WhO tInkS tHe wOrld rEvolVeS aroUnD tHem
-BullieS
-Ppl hU hIt dEfeNsEleSs Gals
-EntErtainmeNt oN othErs' sufferings
-cuNninG pPl bEnd oN PuLLinG u dOwn
-hUmaNitieS(cAnT UndeRstaNd hUmaNs^^)

.MY PERSONAL RULES

-NeveR bE cAptivAteD bY AnyonE,liVe uR lifE uR waY jUz As u aRe
-giVe eVen uR liFe tO prOtect ur loVed onEs
-hIt nOt gAls unLess tHey dO nOt aCt liKe onE
-dO nOt wAt u dUn waN tO befAll U,bUt wAt u wAn tO
-kIndnEss iS a VirTue
-Who othEr dEn uR SPeciaL 1 dEseRVes tHe bEst?rEspeCt hEr eVeryThinG
-To RetUrn tO earTh waT sHe hV gIveN yOu bY hElpiNg tO sAve thE eNvirOnmEnt

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.FRIENDS^^

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

At last,Mid years is over...After all the time spent TRYING to study,1 part of tis studious journey is over...it is a joy,but as the joy comes,so do i sense a shadow looming overhead: The A levels...damn it..all the crap now is as difficult as it gets alreadi,but there are worst to come?manz im beginning to get bored of examinations...we realli are tested on our genetic makeup for the current education system,not our willingness to work hard or even the ABILITY to work hard..sick of it..totally..

For now,my "hunger" is gone,taken over by the will to stand my own ground and only my own..MINE AND ONLY MINE...like the cut-down phrase:

Never be captivated by anyone

Live your life your way just as you are

Reminds me..things hv not changed..still as disgusting as ever..I remember last time i used to say,I tink i live my life just to give others..let others make use of and stuff..now,i tink i hv grown tired of giving...nor hv i caught up with taking from others..i just stand my own ground i guess..

About my second half...well,i guess i can only wait..for her to come..i tried initiating many times alreadi,mayb to subtle,but yup,always over wat comfortable threshold i hv..so,wat can i do?i can only wait...and wait..Your hands are soft,just as how you are

Guess tis is all for it..mayb ill update when i feel like it again..