Soul in the Shadows: October 2007
Sunday, October 28, 2007
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 10:11 AM 」
A levels are approaching,and its gonna b over veri fast...sian...everything i tink of me,i juz feel sad for myself...a soul and a body hving a mismatch..my soul is limitless,always rdy for the fight,but my body is juz too weak..damn condition..if i hv to avoid bleeding,den half my soul will b gone..lost like the winds...sian..look into the mirror,evaluate myself,1 veri obvious thing: dun hv a likable face. Dun deny it cos of denying or watsoever.its the truth.so truth muz b accepted.however,my soul yearns for 1..it is 1 of the reasons y its a mismatch. damn,i shud stop tinking,cos its a fallacies,its all my fantasy,dream,false hope..but if there are none,i fear i feel incomplete.

by year end,the torture will be over.i wouldn b tortured unless special circumstances call for it,which i wouldn drop in knowingly. i cant teach,cos u dun learn,my failure or urs,the result is ur own character,attitude. so what if u make urself a clone of me? what u make is but me of yesterday,one tat has not my heart or soul. its a loser thing,yet i hv to despise u for being such a loser..u of last yr is lost, and i miss him..u of tis yr,shud stay away from me,as i despise mimics. i cant change it,a natural me tat even i agree i cant change. happy life chasing other ppl's characters.

not wanted?not loved?rmb tat when one is loved but toss it away to seek their perfect love,one is inept to complain.ill rmb it when the time comes too.

recording of meeting 10294853 with heart ends. gd bye and hv a nice day


Tuesday, October 09, 2007
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 9:10 AM 」
I just remembered tat i had taken photos of some fancy schmancy thingamajig on the last day/s of school..these serves as great memories of the nice ppl i hv met..enjoy!! A farewell letter from ms Sab. Tan.Aww,how nice
Vance, the goddess of JC studies
And he upgraded to the goddess of cool headdress.
Joan sitting on the table showing off her..erm,legs.ok.
Sleeping in class on last day..Andrew studied too much-_-
We managed to rush out the class poster for the ceremony later..Turned out quite nice..great job audrey l. for the drawing,and every1 else for helping in anyway,from colouring to breathing our air.

If u look carefully, the third score is done by goh bing xing. personally,i tink its a waste of money. instead of throwing the balls into the drain, i rather buy some1 else a packet of chicken rice or play another game myself.

this is about it for tis post...until laterz!!


Monday, October 08, 2007
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 8:05 AM 」
I have graduated.

I had the grad day concert on friday,5th october. I first thing i ask myself,from my heart to my soul, will i miss the school?will i miss the people i met in the school?answer is,yes,most of everyone i met,i am gonna miss them..including 1t17 people,which im supposed to miss long ago,but,heck,its a refresh of memories either way...next,i ask myself,why do i miss them?large tankerful of reasons,but all point to 1 same main reason: THEY HAVE BEEN THE BEST PEOPLE I HAVE MET SO FAR,and for tat,i cherish them.i noe,in future,it is highly impossible tat i find such great people like them,for i still hold my stand about the cruel world. though i wish tat i will meet most of them again, friends always must have their own life,hence i wish them all the best in future endeavours.

i compare my mood to tat of grad day in queenstown...there is a BIG difference between them..in qtss(queenstown),i felt nothing for the skool,for the people in it,cos i do NOT miss any of my batch at all(jia yi is coming wif me),and quacko and others will meet up quite often(doesnt mean i dun treasure them too). in cj,i realli felt a sense of,sadness tat i am to leave sure a great skool wif somewhat a great society.

**dun ask me who i dun wanna see again from cj,those tat noes alreadi noes**

tats all i hv for tis update..until then