Soul in the Shadows
Sunday, October 28, 2007
「 The Soul Has Spoken. 10:11 AM 」
A levels are approaching,and its gonna b over veri fast...sian...everything i tink of me,i juz feel sad for myself...a soul and a body hving a mismatch..my soul is limitless,always rdy for the fight,but my body is juz too weak..damn condition..if i hv to avoid bleeding,den half my soul will b gone..lost like the winds...sian..look into the mirror,evaluate myself,1 veri obvious thing: dun hv a likable face. Dun deny it cos of denying or watsoever.its the truth.so truth muz b accepted.however,my soul yearns for 1..it is 1 of the reasons y its a mismatch. damn,i shud stop tinking,cos its a fallacies,its all my fantasy,dream,false hope..but if there are none,i fear i feel incomplete.

by year end,the torture will be over.i wouldn b tortured unless special circumstances call for it,which i wouldn drop in knowingly. i cant teach,cos u dun learn,my failure or urs,the result is ur own character,attitude. so what if u make urself a clone of me? what u make is but me of yesterday,one tat has not my heart or soul. its a loser thing,yet i hv to despise u for being such a loser..u of last yr is lost, and i miss him..u of tis yr,shud stay away from me,as i despise mimics. i cant change it,a natural me tat even i agree i cant change. happy life chasing other ppl's characters.

not wanted?not loved?rmb tat when one is loved but toss it away to seek their perfect love,one is inept to complain.ill rmb it when the time comes too.

recording of meeting 10294853 with heart ends. gd bye and hv a nice day